Its easy for me to say. Its very very difficult for me to show. i'm sorry. what i told y0u last night. i'm trying my best. i dont think anyone can stop this pain inside. but me. i sleep with tears. i wake up with tears. which way to go now? what is my next step? everything happened so sudden. i'm lost and confused. maybe its easy for you. but me? its noway. thinking back. its killing me. in the future maybe i can bcs i'm trying. but now i'm sorry not yet. i still cant.
its saturday, i dont feel like going anywhere anymore. i dont feel like eating anymore. i lost my appetite. how many more weeks to suffer? how many more months? i feel cold. ahh what is this? i hate this holidays. i really hate seeing myself like this.
-Alison Chow-
No comments:
Post a Comment