I dont know how to express my feelings now. because all i know is, i dont know what's my next step. I'm lost and very depress. My eyes are swollen. I'm speechless. what else i can say. there's no turning back. you lied. you broke ur promises. you swore. you gave me confidence. you made me trust you. i trusted you deeply. i thought things could work. its so unfair. so unfair to me. what u swore. u cant do it. so i tell u.what i swore. i cant do it too. i'm sorry. you know what i'm talking about. You break your swear. and now i'm breaking mine. i told you how i felt. and i told you i couldnt accept it. i talked to my cousins. like u said. you wanted me to talk to someone so badly. i cant bare to see your next step. all i know is that you left me all alone. i'm now very very lonely.
The house is gonna be very quiet from tomorrow. my cousins leaving to penang. now do you think u did it at the right time? how can you treat me this way? you can do so many things. but u never do it for me. this is what u did to me. Someone pls take me away. i feel so lost. i thought there was hope. you hurt me. deeply. if anything happened to me..then you know. You left me alone just like this. You can hurt anyone, but why me? everything we've been through is all such a waste. what is this you're doing? what is this?? stop telling me. you need to pity me. for a reason, i cannot understand. but im forcing myself to. somehow i cannot let go. but im forcing myself. this is such a burden. it hurts.
I need to talk to someone.
-Alison Chow-
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