F la.. i feel like crying

Ya la. F la.. i seriously feel like crying right now. i feel so stressed out. supper stressed out. I totally forget form 1. What the fuck, PMR is in 9 months. I have so much to read. i feel like crying already.. 2 and a half hours of tuition, it felt like an hour. its just the begining im already stressed out. I'm feeling so lazy. i need motivation. MOTIVATION. i need support. im gonna fall.