two thousand and ten

 peace?

Things tend to change so easy and fast. i would certainly love to slow things down. or fast forward as fast as possible. avoiding harsh moments, obstacles or should i say being sad. I hate being sad. who likes it? im sure gonna miss 2010. in 2009 i made a promise to myself to be happy and stay strong. of course study hard for PMR. and not think about something out of my box. i almost succeeded. but failed at the end.

the begining of 2010, kinda hard for me. but i manage to get through it. i knew all i needed was friends. i thought i cant make it. but at last i did. i was happy throughout the whole PMR life. stress i know, but its okay. i was happy. im happy with the stress. it distracted me and moved me to another position. and i was friend problemless.

after PMR i thought it would be better. not to say it isnt nice. but not as nice as before PMR. i thought everything can be better. i thought i saw a better happiness. i was wrong. i stepped into a hole. im climbing my way out now. again.

you're most clear of your needs. i lost my rights. im never right.

im such a stupid girl.