so pain

yeah painful. life hurts. everything is so hurting now. noone understands. hard to communicate. right. too painful to face. too painful to walk out of my room. i rather stay in my room. doing everything. nothing matters now. i will just walk away. i have nothing more to say. i swore. my "very very bad thing" is like dying. so if i lie, i will get bang by a car. how cruel of me. cursing myself. Nope not PMS. its life. I wanna go to the Innisfree >.< peace. i want peace. its like war now. i'll just shut up and walk out of everything. because nothing really matters to you guys anymore. what's the point of staying.