I'm not feeling so well

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something wrong with me this few days. my tummy always ache. not mild one. pain like shit one. i dont know what to do also la. how la? makes me feel like i cant really breath. i damn emo also la. i miss u la boy. i miss everything la. i know you cannot give me anything anymore. i cant beg also right lol. so whats next le? i didnt do revision today. too tired to do. maybe later.


Babe, i need you right beside me, helping me out. you know i missed all the chances, im here to tell u, i wasted not appreciating. i was young and childish la. thats what i recently found in myself. if u get to choose. i will give u an answer le. if u get to choose to come back, dont come back. i'm more not worth than you are. Baby dearest, i never expect u to be so happy. but nvm. maybe its truth. and i have to face it no matter what. being happy is never a problem. i want u to be happy too.

i seriously need to accept it. give me time. i will accept it. maybe soon or not. there are times when u cant make decisions. but also times when u dont wanna make decisions. i dont want to. you should know why. u can replace me, but u will never replaced.