I will never understand, i never did. why? because u keep changing your mind, keep spinning everything round and round. how am i suppose to know what u want? I dont know if u just say, or u really mean it. i dont wanna know also la. as u know whats in your mind cant be predicted, i dont ask u obviously i dont wanna know. pls stop pushing me away. u know u dont want to. everytime i know an answer, every single time i can never smile. i feel so frustrated sometimes. you push me further la. push me more. i go and i dont come back. dont think i dont wanna do that. im just waiting for the right time. you know how much i wanna go away??? avoid all this "situations" how much im suffering? i hide la. i show that im okay. deep inside, im like dying. plus u keep pushing me away.
you want me to go away, i go away la. who are u already ? I'M TRYING MY VERY BEST TO LAUGH EVERYDAY. what brings me laughter? right in front of u today, thats laughter. you know i know. lazy to talk already la. i dont need u to give me anything or u know whatever la.
I did not take my dinner today. tuition started early. didnt get to eat. sleeping early. night night.
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