You know what you mean. i dont need to say it out loud. you choose la. its your choice. now my choice is..where ever u are im the opposite. i will move the opposite way. just for you. i suffer for all this, i get hurt for all this, i try my best to calm down and help u solve this, i respect your decision. i didnt want you to feel this pressure. dont you see it? you still cant see it? sometimes i really got no idea what am i doing or what's the reason im doing it. i dont know what's in your mind anymore. i dont want to know either anymore. because since that day everything u say, all your answers hurt me deeply and never once put a smile on my face. its so difficult for me, easy for you. no matter how unfair is it, i will just let it be now. i wont show u face, i wont talk nonsense, i will just leave it. and leave. everything i do its for your sake. if you didnt know. now i'm telling u.
Every single thing ive done this few days is for your own sake.i didnt want
you to feel pressure. i didnt want you to think about this and spoil your day.
i just want the sun to come out again.
Easier to say I just wanted you to be happy and smile everyday.
its okay if anything goes wrong with me, its not if its you. damn it cant u at least put me to sleep one night? everytime i try to make u happy, make you feel like i still care ,everytime i do it u tend to scold me. im gonna say it once its hurting you know. im scared now. im scared to talk to you, i dont know how to talk to you anymore. i dont mean to make u feel bad or anything. im just trying to do somethng for you. but everytime it seems so wrong to you. you always think i hurt you. okay then im sorry okayy? i'll be the bad one. i'm sorry i hurt you.i hope u understand me now. do me a favor too
-Alison Chow-
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