tired.

back to pms-ing.
seriously man, what the fuck is wrong with me. my mood is going up and down. damn shit wei. whatever, anyway..as i said we had treasure hunt today. its fun la. and its teamwork. My team was me, jasmine, jill, nicole and beverly. we run everywhere. up and down. sweat so much. haha. i feel so sticky today. actually we were leading...we did all the clues. but at last we didnt win. its kinda unfair la. but. nvm la. the last was finding tuck hoe. eee.. jasmine and beverly almost found him. bcs of some of the organisers were lying. so they gave up. wth man. so tiring. i slept so many times in class today. i just finish bathing and i feel so comfortable. class party is tomorrow. but i dont know why i dont feel like going to school. i dont really have the mood la.
everything is so not plan well. i just follow only la. lol.

I seriously hate going to school now. Kalok! im getting closer. wait for me! im coming. yes i seriously feel like transfering to cempaka. and start a new environment. im so fed up of SG. eventhough uncle is leaving. just a bit of difference. i dont feel happy anymore la. after jeslyn left everything become so .......dont know how to say. i feel quieter already after she left. last time when she's still here i talk alot alot. ms lee always complain lol. we talk about random things. we talk crap. ahh i miss those days. we laugh together. lol. and that retarded yew chuen making us laugh. lol.

I dont like this situation now la. i feel so messed up, so crap. so emo. thats why la i want holiday faster. so i can avoid all this. maybe i have a problem la. i need to talk my feelings out. keeping it inside doesnt make anything better. as someone says i have no true friends. is that really true? i really dont own any?? i got la who say i dont have?? Jasmine itu leh?? DAN?! that BITCH YC?? JESLYN pun ma! they are like brother and sisters k?. screw that. i need to enjoy life. pmsing shit is not the way. ding dong!

how sad!

-Alison-