Im not like that

Hello, its saturday and i should be happy. Because i get to sleep till late in the morning. i get to go out jalan jalan. i get to go have fun. i get to go eat. but why not this few saturdays? lol. so weird. so not me. am i that sensitive? am i that small gas? really? maybe its just me. In the future, are u gonna complain about me? are u are u? i dont know. bcs u tell me alot of things now and im afraid in the future that person will be me. =S

today was lame. lol. i woke up around 10. wash up went down to take my breakfast. came up. on my laptop. go bath. dressed up. went for piano. brought my phone to fix again. for 2 hours. went for lunch, after lunch went back to take my phone. and went home. for the first time of all the saturdays i didnt lay a foot in pavilion. haha. reached home, wash up, changed look at facebook, my blog and then went out. find food. found food. went up. eat while watching tv. finished eating. fell asleep. and now. :) i just woke up.

i slept bcs i dont feel happy today. usually when i dont feel happy. i sleep and the next morning i wake up. i will feel like its another day, and i tend to become a soft hearted person LOL perasan. and become normal again. but usually in the evening i will get mad again.....by someone. thats why la i say..am i sensitive? im asking u la. but when i wake up now i feel the same la. im now waiting for my dinner.

its saturday and i should be happy! but im not! i skipped ballet too. LOL. it was raining. i lazy also. i need to wake up early tomorrow. for ballet. what the hell is happening to me......? this is so screwed. im such a loser haha.. okayy tata..

-Alison-