Depression

I'm currently facing depression. i guess. dont know why. im so sick of everything. my life is so crap. such a mess. so fed up. ive had enough of all the shits and nonsence. what the hell la.
what are u trying to say to me?? watch it. what way are u using to hurt me? watch it!! Treating me like what the hell?? watch it. I feel im being used.

Dont play with my mood la. its swinging up and down. You people sometimes I'M SPEECHLESS! I hope u know who are u. to 1 of u. sorry la. this time i dont think im wrong. u can joke and i cant. i feel im being used. and u dont really mean by what u always say. im fed up. i give up. and im disappointed. u make the decision whether u wanna continue this thing or not. im not making it. u make.

to the other one. Im always speechless. I got nothing to say. bcs i think ive said it all. I seriously have nothing else to say! YOU'RE SO UNFAIR! i dont see any changes or difference. im hurt and im depressed. you should be cheering me up not doing this to me. i feel like killing myself. its like stabbing a knife into my heart over and over again. i give up.

i give up on myself. its time to start my new life. and walk another new path. im so tired. its my bro's birthday. going out for dinner. bye readers. Happy Birthday to my lil Bro. :)